**sigh**

I have been extremely weary lately…It’s amazing. This summer it’s been crazy at my job, pulling 12 hour shifts and all…I haven’t had time for time for YOU and that makes me feel strange, since I always want to spend time with you..Though I hope your understandable about it and know that by the time I get home my body is ready for a main shut down to restart the system all over again..
Today is my day off and I don’t feel rested at all..I wanted to spend most of the day with you but I slept all morning trying to get some rest…I miss you! I don’t want us to grow apart {again} because of an stupidity…I have gotten so attached to you in the few months that is unexplainable…I don’t understand how and neither the reason why..I must admit that I’m afraid..The last time I felt this way it didn’t end up very pleasant, and I ended up getting hurt badly..It took me years to overcome that and now I don’t want to experience that one more time..
I just hope we can grow old together and that this is not a temporary stop for neither one of us…