Feelings

It’s just a fear that I can’t control..Is an emotion that is stronger than my own will..I didn’t want to play this game, but you won and the winner takes the heart of the looser..In reality I’m not a looser because I believe I hold the key to your heart and emotions, but I it sucks that I didn’t know how to play this game smart enough not to fall for you this way ..Grr the frustration of feeling something and not being able to control it..I think about you all the time, each passing second, minute, hour of the day and it’s something so strange to me since I use to be so self centered..There is no words that can describe my feelings and that’s scary..

In reality there's very little to say when I feel this way..

Love..not just love it's being in love..